No apology I can give you will ever be enough, I think of you everyday wishing I could reach out but I know all it will do is cause you pain. I wish I could go back and erase everything that happened and start over with you, I made so many mistakes and took you for granted. No boyfriend at the time was ever worth losing you over and I didn’t realize that until it was too late and now you’re gone. I have so much love for you still, and I hope you’re doing okay. I know with everything that happened, and with you leaving school you probably were in a bad mental state. I want you to know that I never meant to hurt you and i’m so sorry for everything that happened to you. I promise I had nothing to do with the reports against you which made you leave the school, I saw you as a sweet boy who always cared for me and loved me through everything, and now I only realized what I had now that its gone. I have seen you multiple times recently, and I don’t know if you’ve seen me also, but every time I do I don’t know if it is God telling me there is still hope, or just showing me that you are still out there and that you are safe. Either way i’m just glad you are doing okay, and if you ever see this I hope it doesn’t bring any sadness or pain because all I want for you is happiness. “Look at all my villians” – Aubrey