naomi, my dearest friend. the one person who stayed with me all of these years. i picked the color pink for this note because it reminded me of you. it’s your favorite color, right? i don’t really know. im sorry for being rude to you and other in the past years, i still deeply regret it. im sorry, i wish i could tell you that. but i can’t, ill never bring it up again. still, i hope to never part away from you, my favorite person in the world. sure, sometimes i can be mad at you, but i would never purposely hurt you. i promise i will love and cherish you forever, till the end of my days. and i hope you could do the same to me, i hope you can still love me after all ive done. i hope you can forgive me for my past mistakes. if i lose you, its like a part of myself is being ripped off. im sorry if im saying anything weird, i just dont ever want to see you go. i love our memories together, our jokes, our shared smiles, our silly moments. all i can say to you is; i love you, more than you ever know. if there was a more affectionate sentence i could come up with, i would repeat it, over and over. but i can’t think of any, so i will say i love you. naomi, please reach out to me more. please talk to me, i hope you don’t think its my fault we might drift apart.

