I wonder if I’m a lot. You’ve definitely taught me to change my mindset on life and now that I am looking at life from a different perspective I feel like I am a very negative person. It’s a bit embarrassing as I’ve been constantly validated about my feelings and never challenged about them. Every time I see you- when I speak, I feel like a negative ball of energy; no matter what I say. I think I’ll start group therapy instead of my typical therapy appointments. I will become a less pessimistic and nihilistic person. It’s not on purpose, I think I’ve just seen myself from only one perspective. I hope my personality doesn’t make you like me less. I hope I am not draining to you. I guess I could be “too much” to handle. I hope that you never see this.