Mom I’m sorry I know I don’t say I love you a lot but I do I really do your the best mom someone can ask you I’m just mad about your new relationship and it feels like you push me away hes around , I don’t feel jealous just upset you tell him my personal stuff and feelings I don’t want him to know you prefer his daughter over me you prefer my sister over me because they actually talk you act so bored around me and you get mad easily now it’s like you can’t talk to anyone but him you said you both understand how I feel you know nothing everyone thinks I’m trying to break you guys up well I wouldn’t mind it but I’m not trying to make it happen it’s just knowing that my maybe new stepsister is my bff and yes that’s a plot twist but that’s the only friend you let me have over and I know it’s because of him in the middle of the night you leave to go see him or he sees you and I’m just so sick of it and I’m sorry for acting the way I do it’s just hard knowing that everything is changing even my dad has a girlfriend and it feels like life is moving to fast I’m still kinda young but I feel too mature I know too much about everything . But I love you to the moon and back your the best mom and you have some or a lot of bad qualities but I bet everyone does including me.🩷