I rlly wish you couldve been an actual mother to me growing up. You definitely acted more like an older sister than an actual mom and I genuinely surpassed your level of maturity by the age of like 14. And thats not to dismiss how you were able to financially provide for me, just the lack of being there for me emotionally, yk? Everytime i make a friend with an actual motherly mother i think about how you were never ever a shoulder to cry on, to hear me out, to try to understand who i am and what i stand for, it just sucks and I really wonder how much longer ill be willing to put up w it