I was nothing but respectful and considerate of our boundaries and you were pushing me and again, you made it look like it was my fault. You knew the answers. My kindness towards you was taken as a weakness. The vulnerability you were asking for was “uncomfortable”. I wish I stood up for myself at the end but there were people. I wanted to keep you as my friend. Why didn’t you stop me? Why did you just watch me go? Love you forever, maybe it was short but it was enough for me to know *it*. I hope we can reconcile one day in a better proximity. Now I’m just hurt and disappointed again. It’s always the damn January, huh?