marvel idk if you’ll even see this… i’m so sorry i wasn’t enough or what you needed. ik you hate me and i promise ive moved on and let it go since october…. yes i thought it was real and i was so crushed when we came to an end. it genuinely sucked. it seemed to close for us to get tg yet so far . i cried for two days, didnt eat or get up then i got grounded for lashing out on my parents 🤷‍♀️.. i felt unlovable and i felt so hurt because i did share talked abt things ive never opened up abt, and you did too. i’m so sorry for being too awkward in the beginning and not being enough for you. i’ve tried moving on to other ppl around december and i ended up js not trying. losing my first love was so hard on me . yes ill give you alll the space you want . i still pray over you and youre family and the passions you want to continue. and i pray that God will hopefully bring us back together stronger than before. i’m genuinely sorry and ive learned from my mistakes and matured and i hope you’ve grown more mature too as well. whenever youre ready i can be ready too. i won’t force anything but in the end. it’s okay and ive never hated you ive only forgave. after all.. we’re teenagers and we’re still figuring things out. if we’re not endgame ik you’ll be a good husband to another lucky girl.

-M