i’ve been constantly rereading our messages lately. i still think of u almost everyday despite the amount of time that has passed 🙁 u probably hate me rn and i should hate u, u hurt me like nobody else ever did-but i just can’t. in my head youre still perfect. it hurts to see u and not be able to talk to u. u were my everything. u were my muse and my reason to keep on living. i can’t cope in any way, it seems like ive tried everything !!! im so sorry