Im overthinking so much right now it hurts I love you so much I understand you but I don’t think you understand me your in Lebanon I’m in USA and I’m going there soon but you know the problem between us and it just hurts because you know I’m still lying about it and to others it’s not that big of a problem and understand why your thinking that way but I don’t think your looking at it in the way I am but I’m hurting I know my mistake I prayed to god for this to work now I don’t know anymore you flirt with people because we’re not official what the fuck and we’re different religions (catholic ,Muslim) and I have nothing against that but clearly you just want to end it and that is so sad to see maybe your still want to try but I don’t think your the one and it hurts because your so sweet and handsome but everything hurts I’m sad-J.R