i remember i used to really want you, like really bad. So bad to the point i cried cause i thought i could never have you. Then one day i felt you and it was the best thing ever. I can’t even begin to explain how happy it made me feel. Then one random saturday i lost you, and that was the worst feeling . Then i realized i don’t need you i wanted you , cause you were js a feeling . That feeling was over and i realized that feeling was over and i don’t need it anymore. Maybe one day i’ll come back to you cause u made me very happy . But if being by myself makes me happier i would rather do that than be let down by you mutiple time .