pls calm yourself, pls. pls do the right thing even if its not what you want. we all cant get what we want. i know u dont mean to maybe you do. but u hurt people. ur lucky im handling this from a distance and i have ppl who believe me. but ur hurting her, u are, i dont even care for her she wasnt the best towards the end, but she deserves better. everyone does. i know ur mad at me but everytime u have an outburst every time, it just doesnt help. u are exposing ur thoughts that to the outside world sounds terrible. ur going to have a hard time with this later in your life, so let your old, destructive habits die. listen to me or regret it. i am not here to mess around. i come back to untangle issues that have become invasive in my life. i think even treating this like work is irritating. you are insanely stubborn and often times, selfish and cruel. this feels like a tedious job. i want to go mia again, i do, but i have hope ill find my solution in how to deal with this issue. no cooperation required. i want nothing to do with u. dont u understand?