😞 whyyyyyyy. I just wanted to love you man. I wish alcohol never resurfaced in your life. Wish I knew what it felt like to hold ya while ya giggle. You fucked me up girl, but you knew that. I know you’re fucked up too. But the difference is I actually gaf about you, you only enjoyed my entertainment. You’ll search for someone like me for the rest of your life. But you know what, I’ll search for sober Lisah in every friend I meet. Still missing something that was never mine to begin with. Just release me girl, neither of us are enjoying this insane pressure in our chests. If you can’t love me, leave my mindddd 😭 I read muscles can’t grow as well when you’re sad. So ima need to wrap this shit UP. 💪🏼 can’t be a muscle mommy when I’m crying all the fuckin time.