Finally told some people we don’t talk anymore. Since you’re going to be running into alllll my people constantly. One said they should have been mean when they spoke with ya. But I disagree, we both wronged each other in different ways. I do miss you something fierce. And I got mad love for ya even tho you switched up fast af. Till this day I wonder if you would have recieved my text better if it was a voice memo. Your dyslexia is fucking wild, I would imagine a big long novel would be annoying af with letters flying around. No excuses tho, I am clingy. But only to the ones I see a possibility of reciprocating love back to me. You faked it until we couldn’t make it. Sober Lisah had mad love me for. I felt it, I could hear it in your voice. Gah I miss that stupid ass voice of yours! And your sniffles cause of allergies. Man I just thought you were the cutest thing to grace this earth! Sucks we couldn’t atleast be friends. But full transparency, I didn’t want to be just your friend by the time it was said and done. I could never trust you again, but if you call…. I’ll always answer. Just miss me when your sober first. Don’t call me drunk and forget and make me feel like the freak. You were just as clingy in the beginning. Except it wasn’t clingy to me, I wanted to breathe you in. I could taste your skin man. Gah this is rough. Miss you more than words leeeshaaaah. I’m so sorry, I wish I could be what you needed. Still so so grateful for you being there for me, even when it appears you didn’t wanna be. I’ll stay sad until I’m not. I hope money picks up for both of us! Hopefully we fall in love in another life. Cause this life just wasn’t meant for it. I still feel you all the time. Invisible string is still there even if it invisible. Have a good day baby!