i just finished deleting my google photos. there was over 4000 photos and videos of our memories. i truly did love you. its ironic how reminiscing about our happiness makes me so sad. the words you said last night really fucked me up. its so unfair to me. such words were a prevalent issue in our relationship, but i never fully understood how you could say them. you knew what it did to me and what it would do. it was really hard to get over them. i know i also said hurtful things though and im truly sorry for that. still i hope you didnt regret our chapter together. i didnt. tomorrow should never be yesterday. i hope and pray thatll be the case for you. im sorry i cant be a part of your healing. thats not my place to be. im rooting for you