i dont think youll ever read this, or maybe you will. i feel terrible. i know how much youre hurting and i know its my fault. every exchange we had after we ended things planted stones in my heart that pinned it down on the past. im sorry for such an abrupt ending to our chapter. im sorry for being so cold. im sorry i cant tell you these things to you. its best if i dont. you have every right to hate me.