your birthday just passed and it didn’t feel right to reach out and wish you well. It’s already been so long and I am happy with my life now but I still miss you as my best friend. It was a rough time for us as a couple and despite us having genuine love for each other I have come to think that there was probably no way to ever make us work no matter how much either of us wanted it to. your husband would never act that way or say the things I did to you. that being said no one will ever fill the void of friendship that was left behind now that you’re gone. I still love you, just not in the way that I used to. If you happen to read this, I hope you know I sincerely wish you the best and hope you are happier now without me around causing turmoil in your life, you were always a radiant shining light in my life which made me feel better even on the worst of days and I hope you have found someone or some friends who can do the same for you because you deserve nothing but good things. I never hated you, nor do I think I will ever feel as strongly about anyone else again as I did you. but I think that might actually be a good thing because of how it made us turn out