I miss you. I crave your soft hands in mine. I want to call you, but im so scared you won’t answer & I can’t force you to love me anymore. I don’t want this life without a life with you. how can I? no one knows me more than you. even after all this time I know that I could look in your eyes and see that warmth that I knew. I miss your pretty eyes. & your gold jewelry. the gold to my silver. I miss playing games on the ps5 with you. anything and everything with you. lately I’ve been wanting to call you. but I can’t do that to you. I want you to want me to call you. if that makes sense. so every time I miss you, I write a bit. I hope you’re doing good & that Iver is doing good, I love you Natalie. sending the warmest hug your way