I think about you all the time. You’re all I think about in fact. There’s so much I want to say but more than anything I want you to know how sorry I am for betraying your trust years ago. I’m so sorry for hurting you. I’m sorry for my actions over a year later, but I left there truly believing you never loved me and you never would. Even then, there are no excuses. It was my fault, not just breaking your trust by not being open and honest but also for not telling and showing you how I feel about you. Tonight I thought abt our camping trip and I thought about you saying you were hurting. That night I thought you meant physically, I was to stupid to see your heart was breaking. So focused on trying to get the courage up to tell you everything. I’m so sorry that I failed you so miserably. I wish I could go back and change it.
Iloveyou, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!!!!