I don’t even know how to start this. I miss you but I also don’t miss how much fighting and drama we had. i still don’t know how it even did end. It was on halloween when you went home early form our sleepover and the next day at school we weren’t friends anymore. I tried to come up with a million different reasons and ideas. I never really did come up with a good one. Now that i’m older, i absolutely understand why you dropped me. I was horrible. I’m not mad anymore about why it did, i was horrible to you. I’m surprised you kept me along for so long. I wish i apologized before we graduated from middle school. Wish i wrote that letter just saying how sorry I was. Guess this is the next best thing. I wish nothing for the best for you. Sometimes I wish we were still close friends but I’m just grateful you were even in my life. I’m so so sorry how horrible i was back when we were little. I can’t see the color periwinkle the same anymore cause of you. I’m not mad about it, but just wish I treated you better. You probably won’t ever see this but if you ever do, just know I regret what I did to our friendship, and I wish you have the best life ever. I still have my part of the compass btw.- G