should text u once a week even if its just like hi hru bc it makes me happy cause i need to stay in contact with u cause i don’t wnat to like accidnetly stop being friends cause i dont text but like i don’t text enough people i only text like 2 people and it’s always only about school work and i want more friends like u who make me so happy and good and i need more people like u in my life who are just so amazing and i wish i saw u more i miss u so much and i have a friend and like i love her but i always thinks she hates which is stupid cause ik she doenst but i always just mess up and i know that i do and i say things i shouldn’t and i keep surrounding myself with toxic people and i wnat to stop and i wanted to surround myself with people who make me feel good all the time and not only some times people like you and you are just genuinely one of the best people ive ever meet which ik ive only meet not a lot of people but like still you just never made me hate myself and ik that sounds shitty to say my friends make me hate myself but honestly they do and i just want u back