You have no idea how much I loved you, and how much I still love you. I don’t think I ever stopped, I know I said such horrible things. I’m sorry kage, I love you it hurt so bad to see you with my best friend, that was f*cked up of you to do. You didn’t have to love me but why did you go after her. Why? You knew I loved you. I wish you had stayed in my head, in my memories. But you found me, like you promised but every other promise you broke. We were supposed to run away together with yahhir, remember? I love you though, despite everything you did and despite everything I did, and I did a lotta stuff that was so cruel to you. I’m so sorry. I hope you live your best life, if you choose another girl please stay away from me, I can’t handle it. Please my love.