And with every passing day I keep thinking more and more about you. About what we had, if it was really as sincere, if any of your feelings towards me were real, anyway, does that matter now? Trying to find a reason in all of this chaos, that we both caused, I can’t help but think about what could have been if I was just a little bit more open about my feelings towards you, how good you made me feel, but for some reason I could not say. Now it does not matter, it feels like you’re just a little imaginary thought in my head, a dream perhaps, something that I’m desperately trying to cling and hold on to, I know I have to let go of that, you did. Well, anyway, I’m still here for you, even after everything, if you ever need me, I’m here, for you. I love you K, I hope you’re happy.
J