this is the second unsent project with your name. hi Justyce, I don’t ever imagine you seeing this but nonetheless I’m still writing it. I don’t miss you I just wanted to tell you things I’ve never got to say. Our 2 year anniversary would’ve been on February 9th of 2026. You’ve changed a lot I miss the old you, and Ive said this a lot but its really true. you made a big impact on my life good and bad. I loved you Justyce I really did, and I honestly think that us not being together was for the better, but I will have to admit I miss it sometimes. only the good parts. I know that u where texting me off of your account and it wasn’t some guy named “Micheal” im not stupid. You where the love of my life. until you weren’t. You became this person I didn’t recognize, you started being like everyone else. and you know what that’s what I liked about you, I liked that you weren’t like everyone else but then you changed. Remember when you sent that video of me crying to your mom it wasn’t about you, I just wanted to say the fact that your mom said that “she doesn’t even know what love is/ real heartbreak” or whatever along the lines of that is absolutely insanity because your mom has no idea what we went thru together because if you thought the same you’re lying and you know damn well u are. We literally went through hell n back in that relationship and ur telling me I’m not allowed to have ANY feelings about it? My feelings are valid and always will be and I noticed that once I stopped being in contact with you. Justyce in my eyes you will always be a bad person and I know in your eyes you think that about me to which is fine. I don’t refer to you as my ex gf I refer to you as my first love, but honestly idk if it was love I think that towards the end it was one sided love, I couldn’t trust you but I was so blinded by sex that I just wanted to “live in the moment” I regret it. I regret letting myself be the other woman and you know what I mean by that. I’m sorry that we went down this way but that’s all I human could ever be is “sorry”. You told me once that you knew that we weren’t going to last forever, and to that I say that I wasn’t aware of this. You can’t make me believe that you where always and forever going to be by my side if you really, deep down felt as if we weren’t. that’s what hurt me the most. Whats crazy is that the last time I ever saw you I held you tighter because I knew that was going to be one of the last times I saw you and I was right. I’m leaving you in the past and really hope your grateful for that. But its hard to leave you in the past when you like the start drama between my bsf which sucks but it doesn’t affect me because I know I can ruin your relationship in just a couple of screenshots. don’t worry I won’t because I’m not the evil one, you are. you are one of the worst people have ever met. and when you talked to me about how you where wanting to “kys” over some girl I was totally over it because there’s no way your going to come crying to your ex about your situationship I literally laughed out loud. Everytime I see your face I don’t see the woman I fell inlove with in 6th grade I see a girl I don’t recognize, a stranger.
