Oh where do I start. She’s beautiful and she’s perfect for you. Her curls are so cute and you’re right she is beautiful. All I can say is that I want you to be happy and I know I’m just not the one for you no matter how many times we try it. I hope you’re doing well and she loves you in the way I was never able to. I pray that she’s taking care of you and she’s leading you closer to the lord. I’m so proud to see you’re okay and following Jesus still. I’m so sorry if my petty actions still hurt you I was cruel to do what I did to you on Christmas. I hope your mom loves her in the way I couldn’t make her love me. Don’t ever even think about coming back to me or finding me Juan unless it’s to fully end everything which I think you already did and moved on which I’m so happy for you. You know how much I care for you and will always care for you. I changed accounts and I hope you never find my new one because you don’t need my mess and my past to ruin your life. Keep going Juan follow the lord and lead others to him. I hope she takes care of the caring amazing Colombian Christian boy I knew and loved. Sincerely karebear