from the bottom of my heart, and i mean this in the most genuine and sincere way, i am sorry. i learned so much from our relationship and it still really hurts that we’re completely over. it hurts that i had to hurt you to learn and i will forever hate a part of myself for it. and i hate that we ended like this. i know a lot of stuff was my fault, but it isn’t fair for you to just blame me. we both had faults. and mine just outnumbered yours. all i can really just say now is i am sorry. if i could go back and change it i would. i don’t think you will ever fully understand how much love i have for you. i am sorry my mistakes ended up determining what our relationship came to.