I’m sorry for the things I say sometimes. It’s never because I’m mad at you, I’m mad at myself. The hatred I have for myself gets taken out on the ones I love the most and I will never forgive myself for it. No matter what happens in this lifetime, you’ll be in the back of my mind always. Your soul is so beautiful and kind, that whenever we call or I spend a moment with you, even though it may not be in person my spirit is lifted in every possible way. You make my days easier to get through and make me want to live as long as possible to share this life with you.
When I take my final breath, those brown eyes will be the last thing I picture in my mind. As the bugs and worms eat away at my flesh as I decay into the ground, they’ll get to my heart and all they’ll taste is you.
Till death do us part, my love ♥️
-Olive