hey jellyfish,
you were the bestest friend I ever had. I miss you with every bone in my body.
I wish we never had that fight.
I wish you missed me too.
you became friends with your old friends again, but you didnt come back to me.
I just dont understand.
we promised.
I looked back on old texts. two years ago you told me you wanted to grow old with me and to promise that we would never stop being friends.
I know you loved me just as much as I loved you.
I think.
bc no one has ever loved me like you.
and I have never loved someone like I love you.
I still love you so much.
I dont understand how you dont miss me.
you were everything to me.
I can’t look at the moon without thinking about you.
honestly, I can’t go to sleep without thinking about you. I really hope you have a great birthday. I really wish you would miss me.
no words can describe how much I love you and miss you.
I still pray for you. I pray you will come back into my life and that I would see you again, I pray about you all the time.
jasper you were my everything. and I meant it when I said I would love you forever. you still are everything to me. it’s killing me that youre fine without me. I want you to be happy so badly, but it hurts that it has to be without me. especially after all of our promises. im so sorry for the stupid fight. I just wish you would come back. ive waited. and waited. and I think I’ll wait my whole life for you.

please miss me too. please soul crushingly miss me like I miss you.
and please, please, come back to me jellyfish.
I’ll love you till I die.