hey twin its shy idk if u even use ts site but I think abt u all the time and its drivingme crazy. Im sorry Im so unavailable. Its not u its genuinely me. Im also sorry because ur the sweetest guy Ive ever known and u care abt me sm and I know u want me to be in ur future but I feel like I might ruin it for u. u have everything so figured out and know what u want and im js idk. Maybe if i get my shit together Id consider it but honestly Ive known for a while now I shouldnt be dating or getting too deep into anything at all w anybody. Id only stunt ur growth and hold u back and I hate u cant realize that. But ill always know love is real because u exist and ur so full of it. ur def gonna be the one i think of when i hear the words highschool sweetheart lmfao. Part of me thinks all this but part of me wants to start being better now and get it all worked out so I can be w you cus I dont wanna let go because we could be something so otherworldly. no matter what happened tho js plz know i love u baby and ill always be ur biggest fan n supporter