You treated me poorly, you rejected me, listened to what others had to say, you’re insecure, and I was willing to bend my morals and self respect for something more because I loved you. Sometimes wondered if you hated me, how can I love someone who hates me, who does sneaky things that I’d never do to them. I don’t understand you, I don’t want to understand you, I don’t crave excuses or explanations. I want a real apology, not one over the phone, not one only given when you heard me crying and realized how much I did care. I went out my way, overplayed my part, and you embarrassed me. Don’t lie and say you care, people who care show they do, they don’t hurt someone in the ways you hurt me. I do not love you anymore, you’re lame asf and nothing will change that. Please for the love of God, be a better man.