I know your not going to see this but you don’t know how hard I cried constantly over you and countless times I was losing sleep over you because I felt like I was ruining things between us I miss you so much but ik you don’t care. You really cared about me a lot. I always feel like I mess up my part anytime someone says they care about me or loves me or anything that has to do with me that they care love for me I just be thinking they are lying. I really loved you so much. I miss you and how inlovee we were.