It was good content so money well spent. Im sorry for going pretty much insane. You have no idea how much it kills me how dar our relationship got. I do think of the little good times we had. I am fucking batshit crazy. I let the most evil manic person come out. I still love you and when you let me crash like that it feels like im a kid screaming for my mom to notice me. I have issues too. Maybe worse . Im sorry I understand why you did what you did. Im sorry.