since we haven’t been together, my world has lost its color and i feel pushed away from society. what I used to enjoy now i don’t enjoy very much because i can’t discuss it with you, tell you about my feelings and experiences. i remember how you listened to me and I knew you were interested. i have no one to discuss it with. i fulfilled my dreams, but without you. i live a really strange life now and I believe that it won’t get better without you. i know that you moved on a long time ago and that it’s actually my fault that we broke up, but deep down in my heart i will always have a place in my heart love for you. i wish you only the best and that you are doing well. i love you so much…