We were best friends since we were kids, I miss who we were, you’re saying we grew up, and I guess we did, but I feel like a lost dog at the park. My new friends are great and I love Jess but she’s going away soon. I miss you gwyn, you broke my heart though. And no matter how many times we apologize to each other I don’t think things can ever heal. You went after the boy I loved. I cried about him on your shoulder for almost a year, he was my only reason to live, and it wasn’t just him, he represented freedom to me because he promised me that, with him he promised me freedom. I never felt this way about a boy, I usually like girls but he brought something out I just can’t shake out of my head. You really hurt me gwyn. I know I slapped you after you told me but tbh you deserved a slap.