Hey Grandma, I really miss you so much. I wish I would’ve called more and texted more. I’m bad at communicating but it’s really starting to hit now that I know you’re not a phone away. I try my best in school now and when I succeed in something I find it hard to be fully happy because you’re not there to call and tell me how proud you are. I think about how u weren’t at my sixteenth and I think about how u won’t see me graduate. I think about how you won’t be there to send me off to prom and college. To watch me grow. I miss waking up on a summer day to your gospel music and the familiar scent of your favorite lotion. I miss you so much. But I hope you are doing well.