i just want you to care. i’ve always just wanted you to care as much as i do, love me as much as i do you, but you never have. i left so you could pull me back. i just needed you to want me, i needed that reassurance you used to give me. i needed you. but you didn’t pull me back. you didn’t want me. you didn’t reassure me. you pushed me further. and because of my stupid decisions i’m stuck here. without you. and i can’t do anything to pull YOU back. and i still need you as much as i did then. i always will.