happened in concepts not words.

Feels guilt, grief, hurt
Anxiety mixed with worry
Jealousy
Worry about being left behind
Feels unqualified yet doesn’t do anything to get qualified because believes he can’t change. Imposter syndrome
Thus sits in guilt, grief and will never heal.
Wants redemption to gain back control
Message received at noon

Message sent back saying emotional state eager to be shared with them has been shunned or stonewalled. Message seemed to be received or at least noticed by the other person.