Now that I’m over it i can finally tell myself this : It wasn’t my fault.
Since our breakup I’ve been full of regrets, not about how things turned out but about how they started.
I never let a man get this close to me in my entire life, and finding out this man was lustful, ignorant, inconsiderate and a fucking loser disgusts me.
I’m not sad you left, I’m sad I allowed you to enter my life when I didn’t even love you, I just felt alone.
And you made that explanation ridiculous because I never felt so alone than when I was by your side.
This relationship wasted 4 months of my life.
I’ve been a terrible person to you, and I’m sorry for that but I really hope you change for yours and future partner sake.