Emma, you are one of the best and worst things to happen to me. You helped me stand up for myself in arguments. But I wanted it to be you. Everyone has that person they subconsciously are closest with. I’ve never had that, not one that was reciprocated. I thought maybe it could be you, my best friend. My heart shattered when you said you lost your person long ago. I knew then, it was never meant to be me. Now you have a stupid boyfriend and you don’t even talk to me much. I asked you to get on Fortnite, to redownload it. You didn’t until he wanted to play.
I made this our favorite color. I hope you feel bad.