Hi love. I can’t stop thinking about you and I just wish you would change your mind. I’m better now and would be even better if we could be friends again. Everything feels so empty without you and I just can’t seem to move on. I love you with all my heart and I want nothing more than to laugh with you. How can you be so ok with us not being friends? How can you move on? You’re breaking me apart Emily. I know this is the last thing you wanna hear but I’l getting suicidal again. I can’t live with this loneliness and knowing that you hate me because I attempted makes me just want to try again and succeed. I love you and miss you and hope that you come back because I can’t keep going much longer. I need you Emily.