I still think about the night we met. To me it felt like the stars were finally aligned. I actually really cared about you, perhaps maybe too much. I can’t blame you for everything though because I allowed you to lead me on even though I begged you not to ghost me and you said you wouldn’t but you did. Why lie? and why couldn’t you ever be honest with me on your own? It hurt me soo bad when you finally moved on. It made me realize how little I actually mean to people. You meant a lot to me and I’m sure you never think of me anymore and thats okay but I just don’t understand why you were soo mean to me after everything as if I was the one who hurt you.. I really wish I never met you to be quite honest cause I’m still not over it. I wish I could be. I hate seeing you happy but I’ll get over it someday. x