I hate you but I cannot bare to hate you even after everything you did, even after I let myself trust you and you continue to show me that your not worthy of my trust, I hate you yet I cannot let go of you no matter how much I tell people I don’t care abt you anymore, I hate you yet I smile everytime my mom says your stupid nickname, I hate you yet I can not envision my life without you being there beside me, I hate you yet I continue to wait for you, I hate you yet even though I have dozens of people trying to date me I don’t want any of them but you, I hate you yet even though I know your talking to someone else and that you want to use me as a backup and that you were cheating on me all of our relationship I still want you, I hate you yet I will let myself get hurt so you dont, I hate you yet I will stay up all night worrying abt you, I hate you yet I miss your little smile, I hate you yet I remember your Dunkin’ order, I hate you yet I remember all your favorite foods, I hate you yet I remember your favorite basketball team and players, I hate you yet I remember your favorite movies, I hate you yet I’ll continue to let you play me because I still want it to be you, I hate you but I still wanna walk down the isle and see you in a suit and tie, I hate you but I wanna pray together and life a long happy life together, I hate you yet I would let you cry in my arms whenever you needed, I hate you but I would never judge you if you wanted to let yourself be vulnerable to me, I hate you yet I still remember your favorite animal, I hate you yet I still remember everything about you even though you can’t even remember how I got my scar under my right eye, I hate you yet I still love you… 🫎