its honestly crazy to me that you knew how much I liked u n God knows whether or not u were talking to that other girl while we were talking but I cherished u n when u left it genuinely felt like my wrld fell apart I couldnt sleep without being otp w u I stayed up all night crying and crying I couldnt eat lost sm weight you put me thru absolute hell but even after all that I still wonder why i yearn for u why do i want someone that hurt me the most. sure we never dated but u held a special place in my heart. I dontknow how much tears Ive wasted crying over ur bihass but i hope yk ive always cared for u n always will. maybe in another life we would’ve worked. and maybe in this life we will cross paths again.