i miss u but i wish you would just tell me your emotions, you hide so much behind your walls you’ve built up over the years. I love you so much i’d never think of this to happen, but ml you have to work with me. The thing is you don’t and whenever you decide to come back, you just runaway when things are hard and we both know i don’t deserve that. I need you to be there both good and bad, I know your scared but I’m scared too. Scared shitless, every night I dream of you and the possibilities. I need you to be scared and still try if you genuinely want me like you say you do. Or else God will send me someone who will. I still love you and I’ll pray for you always.