Writing this to lyk that I’m finally giving up on you romantically. I mean, I’ve been doing that for the past few weeks but I don’t want to have my heart break and recorrect itself because of you. I genuinely loved you which is strange because I never thought I would. Not like this at least. The confusion between associates, friends, strangers, and folks who once liked each other is too much for me. Figuring out where we stand is too much for me. I don’t know what you intend, but it’s clear that I’m not who you want. I just don’t understand why you still look at me so often if you know you’re not gonna clarify anything. Regardless, I’ve wasted my time crying and pacing and in confusion. If you see this, I wish you well, and I don’t hate you. I’ve prayed for the Lord to take care of you and her and it seems that he answered it diligently:) I’m genuinely gonna miss you. Bye.

