I MISS YOU SO BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASLY also fuck you!!! autism is not a stupid pun and that video you made is offensive and i miss you so much but i don’t know how we could be friends again but i think of you everyday and I MISS YOU!!!!! always always always. i hate that when i listen to dorothea i think of you. might actually be going insane❤️ but thank you for actually telling me happy birthday this summer i really appreciated it so so much🩷🩷 ITS NOT FAIR THAT I STILL LOVE YOU SO MICH WHAT THE FUUUUUCK … why cant my feelings about people chaaange because what do you mean i ALSO miss and love my childhood best friend that ive never even spoken to since 2021…but back to you also i think that some of the things you said were really out of pocket and completely inconsiderate considering my life turned upside down those first few months and i literally was diagnosed with something that basically disabled me for my whole life so thank you so fucking much for blaming me for everything and when i tried to explain myself your told me they were all excuses???? literally what the fuck😅😅😅🧐🧐🧐 didn’t really appreciate that 😬😬😬 AND YOU TOLD ME YOU THOUGHT I WAS LIKE CHUCK BASS LIKE DONT YOU THINK THATS A BIT PUT OF POOOOCKETTT??????? i’m literally a lesbian how could you compare me to THAT THING ………
but i’d never bring it up again if it meant we could be friends like when we were in seventh grade but i really don’t know how that would work i couldn’t bring anything good to your life honestly i’m loosing my mind and i’m not joking i’m actually really really scared and i’m too depressed an drained to give anything to you so i think it’s a good thing maybe that we don’t talk anymore
i wonder if you ever even knew me…maybe a tiny bit but it wouldn’t even matter now i’ve completely deteriorated from what i was back then
fourteen and fifteen was so long ago when it comes to who i am now

anyway i should go brush my teeth

i miss you

i hope you never see this and i also hope you do

i wish that someday, since i don’t know how it could work out now, a couple years from now, we could be friends again

love you lots forever and you can always count on me
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