sometimes I wish I didn’t mess things up, but the rest of the time I realize that you were never healthy for me. I want someone who will be there for me day in and day out. not someone who randomly decides that im no longer important cuz another pretty girl came along or “you don’t know how to feel about me.” I finally gave myself a chance to be happy alone and I don’t need you ruining that, but also, you are always welcome with me. you broke my heart, everyone knows that, but all I’ve ever wanted was to help you heal. I miss you sometimes, but not enough to text first. if you really meant what you said, you’d act on it. love, monkey