Christopher…Christopher…Christopher… yuh and I keep on going — I would keep going until infinity and beyond. I think I miss you without hope now. Which is good. Like I surrender and that is okay. My forever dream has been you coming home to me and our two kids. And if a man has a reason to live, what a beautiful dream that is, to live for. It has been an honor to love you, to witness you, to care for you, and to grow with you, through you. Even from a distance, even in my dreams, even in space – where I carved you as the moon. I let you go my Christopher. It is okay. We will be okay.