There are some days where I’m sitting in absolute silence and get the urge to call you to ask if you want to go off-roading or something, and I am constantly having to remind myself that you’re far as hell away from me now—and even if I did call you, I know you wouldn’t answer because you’ve moved on. I miss the days where I’d wait for you to get off work so I could spend all night with you. I miss sitting shotgun in your truck on roadtrips and knowing that it couldn’t get any better than being in that moment with you. Our love was short lived, but it meant everything to me. I’m lucky I had you in my life these past 6 years. Our memories will forever be ingrained in my mind and in my heart. It’s funny how you were the last person I ever expected to fall in love with, but it also makes sense because we were there for each other through a lot of life’s ups and downs over the years. I hope you know I’ll always love you. -JNR