I have cried non-stop today over you. I’ve cried on and off for the past year, but wow—today was rough for me. You were the only person in this world who didn’t make me feel so alone. I just hope you know how badly I wanted us to work, and how badly I was hoping you’d still keep your promise and wait for me to do what I had to do. Chris, you’re my soul tie. You always have been, and you always will be. I feel so empty and lost without you in my life. All I can do is hope you reach out to me online, or call me, or something. Idk. Anything. I love you baby. Forever and always. -JNR