oh my goodness chase. you are one special person. it makes me feel a little better that you don’t know what the unsent project is but if you ever find this just know that i love you so much. i really hope that if we ever end that it would be good terms. i promise to you that i will not hurt you. i hate that time runs so quickly but if it means that i get to be with you all those seconds im okay with it. i hate the way that you are so lovable and that i can’t ever stop thinking about you. i love when i say anything you just think im the cutest. i love how you listen to everything i ever say. chase, i adore you more than anything. ik one day that you will be with another girl and that thought kills me but just know that i have never fell in love with anyone so quickly before. they way you talk to me is so sweet and profound. i hate the way my real laugh comes out when you tell me jokes are all the dumb things you say. i hate the way you are the only one that makes me soften up to anyone. i love that you are so different from anyone and i just love you for who you are. i love your care you have for your family. i love how you randomly sing songs and say “oop sorry” after you sing them. i love how you say “oh so you hate me” in a sarcastic way whether i don’t show my face on camera or something random. i love that you never fail to make me smile.i love your random thoughts that you say out loud. i love how you call me pretty and beautiful. i love how you think im perfect when im definitely not. i love the way you are and how you act. i love how you never wanna leave call. i love that you are someone i can talk to about literally anything. i just think you are a great person and i don’t wanna loose you even though i know it’s gonna happen at some point. i never knew i could love can grow for someone so fondly and so easily and it honestly scares me. YOU are a blessing. i love you my sweet boy.
yours always,
k.